There Is Nothing New Under The Sun
Cocaine Princess here. I thank you all for your comments and I love reading your emails. I am so glad you all enjoyed my Q&A. And yes I will be posting more Q&A. I have just been so busy. Even though I get my story ideas from the people around me it isn't as easy as one might think.
Late this morning the doorbell rings and I received two packages. One was from Victoria Secret. My leopard thigh high boots arrived just in time, now that the cold weather is here I can't wait to wear them. They fit like a glove and the material is so smooth and velvety. The other package was from Senor Bling. I put it down to one side. I thought about burning it at first but I called Valentina instead. I know a lot of you want to know what happened between Senor Bling and I. All I can say is, I should have listened to Valentina's daddy. He warned me about him but I didn't listen, I wanted to see for myself and make my own judgment. I'm so angry at myself for not listening to my feelings. We all have that little voice inside of us, I like to call it the voice of my heart. It kept on warning me but I chose to ignore it. I have no one to blame but myself. I shook the box and I could hear a little bit of rattling. Valentina insisted I open it while on the phone with her but I chose not to. Later on in the day I took it back to the post office and told them to Return To Sender. I have a very hard time forgiving people especially when someone hurts me. I'm a firm believer that if someone hurts you no matter how apologetic they are, eventually they will hurt you again. So I cut them out of my life for good regardless of who they are. It may sound drastic but that's the way I am. Later on in the evening the doorbell rang again and there was a floral delivery- 12 dozen roses. The florists van was filled with red roses in vases. Like roses can make up for what he did to me. I told the delivery man that I was refusing delivery. He looked at me and then asked me again if I wanted to sign for delivery and again I told him no. This was the first time in 10 years he told me a woman ever refused flowers. I don't give a damn how much he spent. Senor Bling could buy me the entire world and it still wouldn't be enough. I blocked my email address since he sent over 50 emails and I also blocked his number from my cell and home phone. As far as I'm concerned Senor Bling is dead to me. I even sent back the necklace and clothes he bought me in Miami. There are no second chances with a Cocaine Princess, ever!!!!
XOXOXOXO,
Cocaine Princess
