Cocaine Princess here.
My loyal and loving readers, thank you for your opinions regarding Senor Bling. I took them all to heart.
Our last night in Aruba and Valentina's daddy took us to Ruinas del Mar but not before Valentina and I hit the mall yet again. I can never tire of shopping. If shopping was an Olympic sport a Cocaine Princess would win hands down.
As I was getting ready for dinner I was sitting in front of the vanity mirror adjusting my diamond choker when Valentina's daddy came into the room and wanted to talk to me about Senor Bling. I looked over at Valentina who was applying her lipstick. She turned the other way. She must have told him how I was thinking about getting back with Senor Bling. How else could her daddy have known? 'I'll deal with her later' I said to myself. She slunk out of the room and went downstairs leaving me with her daddy. 'Valentina informed me you are thinking of forgiving Senor Bling, is this true?' he asked. 'It was just a thought,' I replied back. 'I don't know why I keep thinking about him,' I added. 'Ask yourself this question: if he truly loved you, shouldn't he have been honest with you from the start?' he asked. 'He didn't even have enough respect to tell you the truth from the beginning.' He went onto say that he knew I was hurting on the inside and was so overwhelmed with emotions that I wasn't thinking clear and was substituting one kind of pain for another. 'You don't deserve someone like him,' he said. 'If someone loves you, they wouldn't hurt you. And he hurt you so he doesn't love you. And he'll hurt you again and again. You're a Princess who deserves a Prince.' I couldn't help but get a little teary eyed. He then held my face and said 'I love you like my own flesh and blood. You and Valentina are the only two things I care and love more than anything else in this world.' He then kissed me on the forehead and left. He made so much sense. It was true, I was in pain, still am in pain and so maybe I thought I needed Senor Bling to keep me distracted. Sometimes it takes another loving person to make you come out from the fog and make you see things much clearer. Valentina's daddy was right, I don't deserve someone like Senor Bling. The hell with him!!!! Why would I degrade myself for him? I have never lowered my standards for anyone or anything so why would I start now? About 10 minutes after Valentina's daddy left I caught Valentina peeking her head in the doorway. 'Is it safe for me to come in?' she questioned. 'Of course,' I said. She came in and sat down beside me as I was fixing my makeup. A few teardrops smeared a little bit of it. 'Are you mad at me for telling daddy?' 'No,' I replied. 'I should say thank you to you Valentina, your daddy put things in perspective.' 'So is he totally out of your system now?' she asked. 'You're not going to start thinking about him ever again are you?' I reassured my best friend that he was completely out of my system and whatever feelings I had for him had instantly died after talking to her daddy and those feelings would never again be resurrected. Wow I can't believe how good I feel. So-so good. A loyal blogger friend of mine said, 'a leopard never changes its' spots.' So-so true.
That's all for now. I'll tell you more about dinner at my favorite restaurant a little later.
XOXOXOXO,
Cocaine Princess
