The Drug Kingpin And His Mistress

Cocaine Princess here.

While I was in the jet on the way back home to I was watching on DVD 'A VIEW TO A KILL.' I am a huge James Bond fan. It's a great movie but truthfully I think the only reason I like it so much is because Duran Duran sings the theme song.

When I got home I wondered how many rejection letters would be on my desk. There were only two but they weren't rejection letters. One agency was no longer accepting submissions. Apparently they posted it on their website a day after I had mailed my query. The other, this is really quite funny. The other agency sent back my chapter samples because they preferred reading submissions through email because they wanted people not to waste papers so trees could be saved. Yet they sent me a type written letter along with my chapter samples in a huge envelope saying to re-submit my material through email. ......The frustrations of trying to get published. Sometimes I'm amazed that I haven't lost my sanity. No one said the road to success is easy but I suppose for some people it is. If I was the daughter of a famous author I don't think I would have any publishing problems. All I can do now is hold my breath and pray.

I had an appointment in downtown with the lawyer. I had to sign some papers that had something to do with my mom's estate. I wasn't thrilled going to see him only because I have to pass the hospital where my mom had her treatment. I love the ritzy area despite the hospital being nearby. I wouldn't mind living around there. The houses are so beautiful. Traffic was so horrendous. It was morning rush hour. As I was relaxing in the back seat I couldn't help but notice all the other drivers. Many were drinking cups of coffee while steering with the other hand. Some were yawning, others were on their cell phone while others were singing to the radio. What a hectic life they must have I thought. They live the Rat Race Life. Always on the go. Waking up early and getting themselves ready while making their children's lunches and dropping them off at school and then trying to get to work through rush hour and then driving back home through rush hour to cook dinner and do the laundry. Weekends are spent driving the kids to and from soccer practice and running errands while at the same time they're trying to spend quality time with their spouse. This process repeats itself over and over again. I can't imagine having that kind of life without having help which is why a Cocaine Princess has someone who cooks and cleans for her.

After the meeting with the lawyer I felt like doing some shopping so I the first place I went into was Holt Renfrew- God how I love that store. I bought a gorgeous Gucci bag and a D&G bangle. I went into Chapters Bookstore afterwards and just stood there staring at the books. I was in a daze as I was mentally picturing my books on their shelves. It wasn't until my phone starting ringing my concentration broke. Who could it be? Valentina who else! She called to ask what I was doing and I said shopping what else?! She really called to see how I was doing. I was so happy that I had gone to Aruba. Sometimes we need to get away to break away from our routine in order to recharge our batteries and ourselves. Then she told me something. Keep reading to find out what.

Many of you have been asking about Senor Bling. I truly mean this: when I think about him I feel nothing but disgust. Some of you even emailed me saying I should forgive whatever he did to me and take him back. Cocaine Princess + Forgiveness, those two words really don't go together along with Cocaine Princess + Housework. I can't seem to comprehend how so many women are able to forgive their lovers and I'm not talking about forgiving them for forgetting an anniversary or birthday. They say when you love someone you love them enough to forgive them. This is my own personal opinion but I think forgiveness can only go so far especially when it comes to relationships. To me that fear/paranoia would always be attached to me wondering if they are going to do the same thing again. We've all had our heart broken at one time or another and let's face it, it's not fun. We go through a period of anger, hatred, denial and grief. But with time we somehow are able to recover and eventually move on. They say everyone has a soul mate. I know for sure that mine isn't Senor Bling. I wonder who is? Have I seen him? Has he seen me? Perhaps we've been in the same place at the same time but just didn't see each other? I just had a thought:

Do you believe it's possible for a man to be in love with two women? He could be with one woman while dreaming of another. Kissing another woman's lips while wishing it was the other or making love while picturing the other woman's face. Is he really in love with two women or is he just being greedy? From the woman's standpoint being with a married man, what is the allure?

A female friend of mine is a mistress to a Drug Kingpin and has been for many years. Let's call her 'L.' 'L' is young, beautiful and smart and can have any man she wants yet she chooses to be with a married man. I can tell you that she is extremely well taken care of. 'L' lives in a beautiful and enormous penthouse with a water view, she is given a huge monthly allowance and her Drug Kingpin lover showers her with everything from bling to cars. Anything she wants he gives her. She is treated like royalty. 'L' lives in another city but he communicates with her several times a day. He'll come and visit her while at other times they'll go away for a secret rendezvous. Once she took the train at midnight and there he was waiting for her at the platform with a huge smile. It's easy for him to get away with it because in his line of business he's known to have meetings around the world. All he has to do is tell his wife he's leaving for Europe or the Caribbean for a business meeting when the truth is he's arranged to spend some time with his mistress. It's one thing to be a mistress but to be a mistress to a Drug Kingpin, this is another story to be told at another time.

XOXOXOXO,
Cocaine Princess


P.S.
Valentina informed me she had added something to the text she had sent to Senor Bling. She let him know about this blog and texted him: 'Now the world will know what a scum-bag you are!'