The Cocaine Princess & The Lawyer PT2

Cocaine Princess here.

I mailed a stack of queries last week and one of them was returned to me- the address was no longer valid but for some reason the website of the literary agency still had the address I used. I'm going to have to investigate a little more on this.

Today I decided to soak in the jacuzzi to loosen up my tense body. I dipped my toes in first and then slowly the rest of my naked body into the warm and pink bubbly liquid. I didn't bother turning on the TV. I wanted to just relax and unwind my mind and body. 'A' kept popping in her head every 10-15 minutes to make sure I wouldn't fall asleep and drown. Instead of falling asleep I just closed my eyes and thought about lawyer-guy. A series of questions flooded my head. What if lawyer-guy only wants me for a one night stand? OMG! I would feel so cheap and low. Or what if he wants me for a long term relationship, then what? He tells his wife he's working late at the office when really he's with me in a plush hotel suite, our clothes on the floor, champagne on ice on the night stand and me, The Cocaine Princess in bed with her lawyer. Forget about me writing about 'L' I can write about myself. Someone suggested that I should pursue him but if I do call his cell phone what would I say to him? I asked myself, am I attracted to lawyer-guy? I have no romantic feelings for him but I do find him a teensie-weensie attractive. It felt as if the devil was on one side of my shoulder whispering in my ear call him, call him! While on my other shoulder an angel was whispering in my ear don't call him, don't! So much for unwinding. Some of you have wrote, lawyer-guy sounds like a scum-bag that I shouldn't trust while others are saying I should go for it! Call him! If I do go for it do I really want to cross that line, will I be able to live with myself? Do I really want to be the other woman?

Later in the day I went shopping, yes again but not before I wrote a good three chapters. I decided to go to the mall.  A huge line had been formed with little children and their mommies waiting to sit on Santa's laps. I went over to the The Bay on the 5th floor where there were not only carolers and elves handing out candy canes but in each room there was a Christmas tree decorated with its' own beautiful theme. As I was taking pictures my phone rang- it was Valentina. 'How could you not tell me about lawyer-guy?' was the first thing out of her mouth. 'You know the rule, you tell me everything before you go posting it on your blog!' After apologizing about 30x she finally forgave me and wanted to know more about him. But I couldn't tell her anything because I didn't know much about him and that was the truth. 'Maybe daddy can do a background check on him,' she said. 'Oh jingle bell hell!' I replied. Even though I am a grown woman and I am free to do as I choose at the same time I feel like I am still a little girl in front of Valentina's daddy. I trust, love and value him so much and I would hate for him to think less of me. 'There's nothing you can ever do that would make daddy stop loving you,' Valentina assured me, 'but if daddy finds out that an older married man is hitting on you, lawyer-guy will become cripple-guy.' 'The don't tell him,' I said back. 'I can't stop daddy from reading your blogs and besides you know he keeps daily tabs on you,' she said. Valentina's daddy may live in South America but somehow his eyes and ears are everywhere, the many powers of a Drug Kingpin.
After visiting the themed Christmas trees I went on over to the lingerie section. A sexy red bra with gold embroidered floral designs and matching little panties caught my eyes when I heard someone say hello and then my name. I turned around to see who it was. Good lord, it was lawyer-guy.

XOXOXOXO,
Cocaine Princess