Thursday, September 25, 2008

"55 Secret Street"




Dearest Mom,

"The tears in my eyes I can wipe away
The ache in my heart will always stay"


There is so much I want to tell you and there is so
much I need to ask you but the words are jumbled
up in my head I can't form them into sentences. Isn't
that how it always is though? The things we most feel
deeply about are always the hardest things to say to
someone. You once said with just one look you
knew what I was thinking and feeling. I believe that
to be true so I will trust you know what it is I'm
talking about.

'A' and I will be lighting the candles on your birthday
cake tonight. When we blow them out make your
wish mom.

Keep dropping those signs to help me find my way
because I think I'm close to reaching the destination.

If love could have saved you, you would have
lived forev
er.

Happy Birthday Mom!

I love you. I miss you. I need you.

Deseo que usted estuviera aquĆ­.

Amor por siempre.

XOXO
Princesa Colombiana
XOXO

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

CP- I know how hard the birthdays are. Your letter to her is beautiful. Just know they never really leave YOU. I hope the sunshine finds you well today. Peace and hugs my friend!

South Florida Lawyers said...

Beautiful, CP. Thanks for making my day.

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Mrs. Realife said...

Like I said... you make yourself vulnerable and real -- Thank you -- You've got me crying... I don't know your mother, but if you were my daughter, I'd be gleaming with pride --

Anonymous said...

A very moving message Princess.

What kind of cake will you be eating?

Cocaine Princess said...

bambi,
Thank you.

Dear SFL,
Mine too.

newlywed,
You really have a way with words. I'm moved by your compliment. I'm the one who use to gleam with pride in having a fantastic mom.(I still do gleam)

attorney,
Forgive me but I'm on a bit of an emotional roller coaster considering what day it is today. Your comment is not only shocking but disturbing. How do you know that?

newbie,
Strawberries and Cream.

Miss Caught Up said...

:( Cheer up.

I'm not good at this, so... I hope all the best for you and like Bambi said, love ones never leave you... they're always with you in memory and spirit.

Now I feel like crying :(

Anonymous said...

Princess I have been trying to get in touch with you but each email I sent was bounced back to me. I next began to send you messages through your comment page. Did you not read them?

You mom was a wonderful person. I was sad upon hearing of her passing. I offer you my deepest condolences.

Anonymous said...

How beautifully expressed Princess. And now I'm going to cry. There is a vulnerable side to you isn't there.

k.p.williams

Bruce Johnson said...

Sweet Sentiment......

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Cocaine Princess said...

Miss Caught Up,
Your words were perfect.

k.p.williams,
Everyone has a vulnerable side.

attorney,
thank you for your condolences.

I left you an earlier message here I would unblock your email, change of mind. I believe I have nothing to say to you.

Michelle Hix said...

Hey CP

I hope that this week hasn't been too hard on you and that you've been able to find joy in the memories.
Michelle

Mojito Maven said...

how am I just now reading this??? that was beautiful...i can't even imagine life without your mother..I am so very sorry.

Cocaine Princess said...

michelle,
I am finding joy in the memories. Thank you.

mojita maven,
thank you.

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